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How do I get rid of unwanted thoughts of harming others?

answered 08:53 PM EST, Sat April 13, 2013
anonymous anonymous
I can’t stop thinking about things that I do not want to think about. Like horrible thoughts about hurting people. This makes me sound like a crazy but I am not like that at all. I don’t want to have these thoughts and I don’t want to hurt anyone. I have never hurt anyone physically. But I will be just walking down the street and I will see someone walking toward me and I will just start imagining I am pushing him into traffic, for example. Sometimes it feels so real I get really scared that I am going to actually do it and I have to get away from the person. I started feeling like this a few months ago and it is getting worse all the time. I have told my friends but they don’t understand how I feel. They are not scared of me because they know me and they know I am gentle. This is getting intolerable and I want to get help. Who should I go to talk to and how do I explain what is wrong with me? I know it sounds like I am crazy but I am not AT ALL. I am never going to actually do anything I just hate thinking these thoughts.

Penny Bell Says...

Penny Bell P. Bell
Master of Counselling, Grad Dip Counselling, Adv. Dip. Counselling & Family Therapy, M. College of Clinical Counsellors ACA, M. College of Supervisors ACA, Reg. Supervisor CCAA.
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It sounds as if you are feeling extremely distressed by these thoughts and impulses, which is actually a good sign that you are not going to act on them.  If the thought of harming someone was pleasurable for you, it would be more of a concern!  But the fact that you are feeling so distressed and are in fact instigating avoidance behaviours by getting away from the object of the thought because you’re feeling scared you will actually carry out the aggressive action tells me that you are suffering from an anxiety rather than a macabre change in personality.  It sounds as if your anxiety is double-edged – you are already anxious, which is generating the obsessive thoughts, and you are also anxious you will carry out the behaviour in your thoughts, and therefore doing avoidance behaviours.  Anxiety begets anxiety, and avoidance behaviours reinforce obsessions, and that is why you feel as if it is getting worse.  Obsessive thoughts are often part of a disorder called Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), which is characterized by obsessions and compulsions.  Obsessions are disturbing thoughts, images, or impulses that increase feelings of anxiety. Compulsions, or rituals, are the strategies that individuals with OCD use to reduce the anxiety associated with obsessions.   It’s important that you find a therapist who is experienced in working with people who suffer from OCD as there are specific therapies that have been found to be successful for this.  Once you begin to do the work required in therapy to short-circuit the “loop” your thoughts are running in, you will find the relief you so desire and need. 

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